Confused...

IDK if he knows how I really feel. IDK if he even cares. What I do know is that I'm not going to loose myself behind another dude, never again. I have a lot on my mind and need to make some choices before the weekend is out. The only thing I can do is pray & follow my heart. Only problem is what if my heart goes aganist my god given instincts that I've learned to embrace? What if my mind is playing tricks on me to sabotage something good? I have many questions I need answered. the most important one is, Do you really care for me the way you say you do?