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Wednesday, February 23, 2011

The Calm After the Storm

I must say I am proud of myself. It's not until shit gets hard until you realize exactly how strong you really are. I've had to make due with some fucked up situations the past 2 weeks. I'm happy to say that this time around I've reached the light at the end of the tunnel without even noticing how close it was. Satisfaction... I 've come out on top maybe bruised or bent but NEVER BROKEN

Friday, February 18, 2011

Depressed...

Depressed! I feel like I've been sucked to my core & I have absolutly nothing left to give. In my plexiglass case of emotion & can't break out. I don't know what to do anymore & I give up. It's hurts feelin like no one can careless & you know what.. I'm begining to careless myself. The 1's that I care about leave & the 1's I can't stand stay. They say it's gets greater later, I wonder when later is.. when I'm dead?

Disappointed!!

Disappointment is a sort of bankruptcy; the bankruptcy of a soul that expends too much in hope and expectation.